I have this sentence from Nausea & Shudder of the GazettE stuck in my head ever since last month and a little longer.

So long, yami no wo saite.

Translation explains it means, “So long, the darkness is blooming.”

I swear I will write something Uruha-related or make a Uruha icon batch for 9th June. :) All I have in my head is a piece of AoixKai and the Uruki piece has failed to materialize properly.

Yay for alumni again on Saturday! Then to Sentosa with the guys because Devon/Weixiang actually called me to ask. o_o That’s a first. Anyway it’s the holidays so.. I’ll make an exception.

A side note, I feel like going back to blogger to blog. Oh man. How? I can’t really bear to ditch this either. So like I’d have a collection of 3 blogs and a graphics journal either way. LOLWTF. Should I go back to my blogspot, or create a new blogspot just because I want to start anew, yet again. T_T Die, how? T_T Opinions please. XD

SUBWAY! <3

& it’s been a while since the last … burst of.. thoughts/writing-wannabe-creativity. -.-

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something tugged at the strings of my heart,
was it just wishful thinking on my part?
thinking back on the memories we had,
i confirmed my secret was well-kept.

a casual wink, a meaningless wave,
the lightheaded feeling i had made me hung my head in shame.
while we did everything a couple might have done,
something tells me i wasn’t the one you want.

the paparazzi hovered over us, ready to pounce,
yet we were probably worth about less than an ounce.
fear ate me, despair engulfed me,
that day i decided i want to be free.

i resigned to my fate that i now must learn to embrace,
a melancholy intertwined with my pace.
as i was ready to leave for something new,
you just had to say, “i need you.”

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Written from a band fiction’s main character POV to the other guy, DUH. -_-

Okay bye. :)